Salam *****. :)
Emm before anything, terima kasih sangat sangat from the bottom of my heart sebab sudi kawan dengan manusia bernama Hanis Mustafah ni yang banyak gila flaws dia sampai bila kau korek celah gigi pun jumpa lagi (mengarut pulak dah).
Dah la tak reti jaga hati orang, pastu tak reti pulak nak susun ayat minta maaf.
Ehem.
Kadang kadang terfikir, why did Allah send you - the sensitive, gentle one - to accompany me in my life, when I'm the barbaric one, who is the complete opposite.
Penat nak jaga hati, penat nak jaga kata, penat macam macam.
Penat sebab it's not my thing.
Jahat kan aku?
Sitting around whining when I probably received one of life's best teacher; a friend.
And even better, it's you.
To teach me about caring for other people's feelings and how not caring will destroy you inside out.
Because humans can never live alone, even for introverts.
Like me.
Yeah, I have my own imaginary space - my bubble.
It's not easy getting into my bubble but once you're in, I'm never letting you go. One of the few that made it in was you.
Yes, you. Way to go girl!
You've worked so hard to get in, so I'm not going to let your efforts go to waste.
I'm shutting my ego down.
I'm sorry.
For the things I've done and will be doing in the future.
For being a horrible friend.
For not being able to tell all of these to your face.
I'll change. It's hard, but I'm still trying.
Insha Allah. Kenang daku dalam doamu. Gitew.
This is ridiculous, but please, shed more tears if it meant for the better me.
Okay?
7.36 pm, 11 Oct.
